So heartbroken. Gabrielle Kruger Tomorrow I take the pills to expel the tissue. I already felt so attached. I dont know how Im going to get over this. There was also this paranoia about who the dad was. Walgreens confirmed on March 2 that it will not distribute abortion pills in numerous statesincluding to some states where abortion is legalafter Republican attorneys general (AG) in 21 states told the company that it risked breaking federal law should it do so, Politico first reported.. Walgreens, the second-largest pharmacy chain in the United States, made the decision after receiving . You can also sign up as Sugar . Starving, I told him. I took a test when i got home from work and sure enough i was. I cry also. I have seen God cry when rocking little babies in His big loving arms. i know its just rational thinking, but it still hurts a lot. The doctor leaves and your dad and I hold each other and cry. Congratulations! Love you lots!!! I feel that it was indeed the best decision for me but Im so emotionally torn that i feel horrible for doing it i was also about 5 weeks . I just had an abortion a couple days ago and I was 7 weeks. I had severe preeclampsia and had to do c-section at week 28. As you can imagine, childhood and progression through young adulthood is very hard for foster children because most of our supports disappear once we turn 18 or so and are no longer eligible for the child welfare systems services. So please mommy, don't let me down. Hi there reading this story made me cry so bad Been with him for 5 yrs & hes still married to his first wife and they both share an 8yr old she wont let him see her since she turned 4yrs old but cries about her expressing how much he misses his babygirl. I want a burrito. Am I selfish for bringing our baby into this world? I will terminate in 3 days. Yet, I have an appointment with my Dr on Monday. 5 years after that we accidentally get pregnant and have a beautiful baby girl but even after having her I still retreat my choice and he still blaming me as he should I guess but we live a very sad life am trying to have another baby but he is not making as much trying as I do because he say am with you only for my daughter and am living for her to but she always ask for a sister or brother I dont know what to do .so much happened in our life that I think wouldnt be happening if I just have my baby and get married with him . Someone please talk and guide me into a direction. The procedure is done by a licensed healthcare professional. And I cry every single day. I regret having the abortion because of many things and I ask hem to have another baby even if my situation was the same but he said he didnt want to have a baby he was hart broken every time he see kids he would say my baby wouldve been her or his age and that kills me inside I cry for so many nights and days I still do. Reading this story and the comments gave me some of the comfort I needed. Im a mother to 5 boys.. 2 from my previous marriage that I share 50/50 custody of and 3 littles that are with me 24/7. I pray God gives me another chance and send him back to me one day. But its only 5 weeks so its nothing more then a pack of cells still, right? I cant seem to decide on this but I know I have to do it And Ive been crying the past few days because I know I dont want to be separated from my first baby but I cant.. . I dont know what to do but I see no way out of this. She assures me, You dont have to do this. I tell her, I do. I compose myself. Im the same, my partner cant understand why it still or ever did sadden me, he says it was too early no heartbeat, for that reason he does not feel what I feel, I cry alone, still. I know it was the right decision but I regret every moment of it even to this day. I felt like he had to know it is his right to know. Im 16 and I knew there was no way I could support a child. it didnt take him long to move past but its something I struggle with frequently in the form of nightmares and guilt. Ive never allowed a man to make me feel like this. The saline solution burned the baby's skin and poisoned him or her. I wasnt ready to quit my job. I had my abortion at 5 weeks and 1 day i knew it was the right thing to do but i did want my baby I was scared but overwhelmed i didnt want to go thru what i did i remember a time i was for abortion but until u have to go thru one u have no right to talk i too also got my sonogram which was supposed to be a joyful experience it still was because wow it was beautiful .i love and hope to see my baby one day .. I wanted to be your everything. I feel like shit because I was raised that this was wrong. Ill always be one. ????? The baby daddy is crying too because we have a lot to achieve in life and this isnt what we expected. The dad and I literally talked about having another baby one day but we didnt know it would happen so fast. That is my story which I have never shared. Published by Family Friend Poems November 2008 with permission of the author. A month ago i started feeling sick and tired. I PRAY my baby forgives me for being weak And she comes back to me. Im so confused and torn between getting an abortion or keeping the baby. He doesnt want to start over and says that we are too old. I fear that if i leave him he will tell my friends and family. And Im scared because Ive read what an abortion can do or affect my fertility. Jocelyn, I cant thank you enough for sharing your story. He told me to decide between him and the baby and he would leave. When I had my daughter, he unfortunately couldnt be there and I raised her on my own until she was about 6 years old. All other content on this website is Copyright 2006-2023 FFP Inc. All rights reserved. Oh, Honey. I want more than anything to be a mom. We started trying, but didnt expect it to come so soon. I never knew if I wanted kids or not or if Id make a good mother. Every day I feel like a monster. Published Jul 29, 2015. I wish this decision wasnt so hard. I was 5 weeks pregnant. I dont know what to do. Unfortunately my health started to take a turn for the worse. Your dad offers to drive me, but I want to listen to music on my headphones. I even Bought girl stuff.. in the end I told myself he was right. My partner abandoned me and I had no money. Its a hard decision, Hi there Im in the same situation, dont know what to do Im so sick ? If my partner would of came to me and said he wanted to keep this baby I would have and I would of felt more love for him because his courage. A 33-year-old mother of three from central Texas is escorted down the hall by a clinic administrator prior to getting an abortion, at Hope Medical Group for Women in Shreveport, La., in late 2021. And just as I had for months prior, I did so with ease, telling myself, What another waste of $15. See, my boobs hurt and were swollen; I was tired; I was hungry. My pregnancy officially ended this evening and it hurts so bad, I feel so much sadness and loss, but I know my baby would not have had the life they deservedas difficult as it is to process, I know deep down that this was the right descision, this baby deserved so much more than I could give. Participate in the campaign: "All AGAINST ABORTION!" Anyway. God bless you and your family. **** Truth is ive been crying my eyes out i am on birth control always on time with my pills. Im 29 and each partner Ive been with had children outside of me after we ended our relationship. A letter to my unborn child - you deserve an explanation We named you to help us grieve for you By anonymous on 19/11/2013 surgical abortion abortion 18 weeks Firstly I need to tell you that me & your daddy have decided to name you. For some reason, Im not moved, but still, I dont want to lose you. I now have learnt something new about myself i will absolutely love to be a mother one day. This is a safe place for mothers, fathers, grandparents, and other family members to remember children who were lost to abortion. My pregnancy was miserable I was depressed and anxious all the time and often wondered if I made the right choice but the day my son was born I knew I made the right choice. My name is also Ashley and im also at the 10 year mark. Ebony Angel B. Ive worked hard to get here and set myself into a schedule for still working, still being able to play with my daughter and somehow study. We just dont know what we actually want, since we decided to not have children. She is a very strong woman but this is killing her slowly and I dont know how to help. Im grateful I was in a position to have options and make a choice as a woman. And then I blurt out, without any grace, and much louder than I intend, Im pregnant. His eyes get wide as frisbees and he says, Wait. Maybe they never will. Each day, I will continually honor you and thank you for making the sacrifice so I could become a head teacher and get my Masters degree; so your dad could take the steps he needed to stop drinking. I n 1967, when Governor Ronald Reagan made California the third state in the union to liberalize its abortion laws, his hesitancy about doing so was clear from the start . The mother and daughter "were so . If it makes you feel any better, abortion is highly unlikely to affect your future fertility equally though Im missing my baby a lot. Ive always had irregular periods and issues. I agree about age being just a number but my husband is 50 and not interested in doing this again. Hello Mommy, this is me, your baby- My boyfriend is full of regret and wishes he wouldnt have said hurtful things. I found out I was pregnant the same day I was supposed to get an IUD inserted. The silly thing is I want another child. But in reality I know who the dad was because of what had happened on the night we spent together but it did not help my decision as I felt so ashamed. It was my first pregnancy, my husband is deployed, and I just happened to be going through this process physically alone (minus a couple friends there for support). Chapter Headings: I can hear your voice When I found out I was pregnant, was overcome with fear. I have tried to persuade her to look at forums or see a psychiatrist to help her through the guilt but she doesnt want to be associated with the stigma attached with it. I was literally petrified and afraid that no matter what I tried to do, what if I couldnt get it all in order before my baby got here? Because I wanted abortion, I took my first baby's life. Everyone at work keeps getting pregnant and every time I hurt. I so badly want another baby, but I got pregnant by the wrong man at the wrong time. This broke him completely when I got the abortion done. Ruffalo opened up about his own mother's experience with having an abortion . Im mad as hell (still) that we took steps responsible steps steps that have to be repeated! So afraid. But then, Im scared that I will have to raise a child by myself. The dad is eh. Im 21, and I was 7 weeks pregnant last week but decided to terminate, after much deliberation. I always thought she would come back to me somehow but only in my sleeping dreams and waking thoughts. I want to be respectful and listen to people who have been through the same as me. My advice to you would be to remember that at the end of the day, and your life, you have to be able to live with yourself, so forget about what your partner wants and do what is right for you. Hi, Mommy. If you can handle a child, have it. My younger half sister is also pregnant with a girl which I always thought I would have. I made the wrong choice. Everything about the timing felt wrong, but even then I still wanted my baby. Even with his support, the support of my mother, sister, and friends..
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